Masama ang gising ko... Mag-a-alas tres na nang ako'y makatulog at alas otso pa lamang ay nagising na ako sa nakakairitang init ng araw. Nakakasama ng pakiramdam. Dahilan upang hindi maging kaaya-aya ang aking umaga.
Nakahain na ang aking almusal sa hapagkainan. Tinikman ko ng isang beses ang aking pagkaing omelette at sinangag. Walang lasa. Nakakasuka. Masama ang aking panlasa. Pinili ko na lamang ang hindi kumain. Ininom ko na lamang ang aking tsokolate.
Humiga muna ako panandalian sa sala dahil sumasama lamang ang pakiramdam ko sa aking silid. Nakinig ng radyo. At ang nakakatuwang sila Nicole Hyala at Chris Tsuper ang sakto kong napakinggan. Tama na sana ngunit bigla nilang napag-usapan ang sex scandal na sa aking palagay ay masyadong overrated at OA. Pinatay ko na ang radyo. Nakakasawa.
Umidlip ako panandalian ngunit hindi ko nagustuhan ang aking pag-idlip. Hindi kasinlambot ng kama ko ang sofa. Nakakasakit ng likuran.
Tumayo ako at nagbasa na lamang ng aklat. Nakakatuwa at nakakaaliw.
Mula sa pagbabasa'y pinili ko na rin sa wakas ang kumain dahil kumakalam na ang aking sikmura. Hindi ko alam ngunit kumuha ako ng juice sa refrigerator at nang aking inumin ito'y nasamaan ako sa lasa. Lasang alak. Kumuha ako ng tubig. Lasang alak pa rin. Nawalan ako ng gana sa aking kinakain. Nakawawalang-gana.
Pumunta na lamang ulit ako sa aking silid at baka mas matiis ko pa ang init na sintalim ng mga karayom sa tuwing ito'y dadapo sa aking balat.
Marahil ay ganito talaga ang pakiramdam ng isang Layout editor na naiinis sa mga taong ginagawan nya ng yearbook ngunit hindi alam ang kahulugan ng salitang kooperasyon, tulong at utang na loob. Siguro'y ganito ang pakiramdam ng isang taong naiinis sa mga taong tinutulungan mo ngunit hindi naman nila alam kung paano tulungan ang mga sarili nila. O siguro ay ganito ang pakiramdam ng isang taong walang sapat na tulog.
Bahala na.
2009-05-26
Distasteful
2009-05-25
2009-05-21
Angels and Demonssssssss!!!
| Category: | Movies |
| Genre: | Mystery & Suspense |
Amazing. Wala na kong ibang masasabi :D
For me the movie was fascinating and breathtaking. Full of actions unlike Dan Brown's first. In this movie, they are not just the mysteries but also actions and all. I really like the way they did the twists and changes.
Well, changes, maraming nabago, even the small details. Kohler and Leonardo weren't present in the movie (or si Leonardo na ba yung nasa start? Maybe they only focused on the actions that was due to the threat of the bomb. Also, i like the way they changed the end of the story. A little complicated for those who haven't read the book. At hindi rin kasi ako fan nung ending ni Dan Brown. What, two popes in a small period of time? Come on.
But one loophole that I saw is the beginning. Isipin niyo, namatay si Leonardo, sa loob ng secured private quarter of the facility where the canisters containing the antimatters were hidden. At andun lang sya forever hanggang mabuo yung antimatter dba dba? Tapos, when Vittoria went to visit the physicist, may dugo na yung retina scanner. Then Vittoria entered the quarter at may nakita syang eyeball. At nasa loob yung physicist, dead. So, sa paanong paraan muna nakapasok si Illuminatus guy para kunin yung eyeball nung physicist? Haha. anlabo. Basta pano sya nakapasok dun kung nasa loob naman forever si physicist? Pero baka naiexplain ng movie yun. Probable scenario: Lumabas si physicist, kinuha yung eyeball, scan, and then dnrag papasok si physicist. Pero, asan ang dugo sa sahig? WALA.
Yun lang! Pero all in all the movie was great :D
2009-05-01
2009-04-25
Stat Recognition '09
(pics to follow)
Ok! So this is the only time that I can tell what happened on that day Haha!
So excited nga ako. And I prayed na maging OK sya pati yung panahon syempre etc. HAHA. So nagising ako ng 11AM. Pagbaba ko from my room, wow, my dad is cooking. Marami syang niluluto including spaghetti and fried chicken HAHA! Kiddie Party. So I asked him where is mom, Sabi niya bumili ng shoes. So ok, peteks. We even watched a movie muna tapos my sister took a nap, my kuya went out and my little brother went out to play as well. Tapos ako, nagonline muna.
1PM. ASAN NA SI MAMA? Mama's not yet home. What am I gonna do? So ako naligo na, my sister, still asleep. And the others were all outside. Rawr. Graduation? Hello?
2PM. The time my uncle confirmed he would be coming with us. The time also my mom got home. Pissed na ako syempre. Nakakainis. So nagmadali nagmadali. UMULAAAAAAAAN! What the! So dahil umulan at yung lumang ALTIS ang car namin. At kasama si tito. So Tito told us na pumunta na lang kami sa office sa UST and then we will just use the URVAN. Ehh hayme, lagay ba naman na umuulan. Sa UST kami pupunta? Hello. So 230PM umalis na kami ng bahay.
3PM till thy kingdom come. We're still on our way to UST. waaah. Nakakainis. Siguro tnahak na namin lahat ng streets sa dapitan, wala! LAHAT BAHA! Lahat Traffic! Rawr! Tapos ang masaklap pa, Binaha yung kotse namin! WAAAAAAh! Lukot na barong ko! :(( Malas! But no... Must stay positive! Makakaattend ako.
330PM Sabi ni Papa, dumiretso na tayong UP. Sabi ko, so saan dadaan? Sabi nya sa Maceda. Sabi ko, Sige ngaaaaaaaa! HAHA! Pgdating ng maceda, OK, hanggang bewang ang baha so, sabi ni papa sakin, hehe. HAHAHA! Hayme! Late na kasi akoooooo!! So nagtext ako sa mga ushers kung start na. Ang sabi lang nila sakin, hindi pa pero malapit na. So bukod sa pressure ng baha sa may kotse at nakataas na ang mga paa ko, andyan pa ang pressure na almost 1 hour na kaming naglalakbay sa may kamaynilaan HAHA! 330PM kasi ang calltime. So nagkakasisihan na kami. Si mama sabi, dapat daw kasi kumikilos kami nang maaga. Si papa, dapat daw kasi dumeretso na kami ng UP. Hanggang sa may isang babaeng kumatok sa bintana at nagsabi ng mga salitang hndi namin naintindihan! HAYME! Baka sinusumpa na kami! Sabi ko, Wag niyong pakinggan! Let's all pray! HAHA! Tapos bnuksan ni papa yung bintana. Ang sabi pala nya, "dun po mukhang maluwag na dun na kayo dumaan" HAHA! Pinaghinalaan pa eh. So yun nakita rin namin si Tito at nagpunta na kami agad sa UP. Ang smooth naman ng byahe after UST. Nangirita lang talaga. AHAHA!
405PM Dumating ako. Nagregister. Dinala ang aking barangay. Pagdating ko talaga, MARCH na! HAHA! Hanep. Nalito pa ko sa arrangement kasi wala yung supposedly katabi ko. Err. Lukot yung maganda kong barong :( Hndi maayos buhok ko. Pero ok lang. Show must go on.
So late din yung speaker kaya nauna yung distribution of diplomas. Hindi ko pa rin actually alam hanggang ngayon bakit tumatawa sila nung nasa stage na ko. Tapos cnongratulate ako ni sir kikko pagbaba ko. Aww. Sabi niya "oh grumaduate ka rin!" Aww. Hahaha! Tapos aun normal na lang mga pangyayari.
Medyo di ako nakarelate sa speech nung speaker. Haba kasi. HAHA! Tapos awarding na nung Best Undergraduate Paper na hindi naman din namin sinalihan. So it's fine :D Here are the winners and I SINCERELY CONGRATULATE THEM for winning the awards. I mean they all deserve it hehe
2nd Place: Vladimir Malabanan and Junibel Ramos - Stat 147 Paper
Best Undergraduate Paper: Peter Julian Cayton and Mary Therese Lising - Stat 197 Paper
So awarding na ng mga honors and etc. Honestly naiinggit ako at syempre hndi nawala yung thought na I shouldve been there. I couldve done better. etc. Pero nung inisip ko lahat nang nangyari this year, it is not bad din pala na hndi ako naruon ehehe. At least I graduated on time. Or anything basta. Natutuwa ako for meia, jeyson and peter. And of course sa lahat din na nandun. Super pinapalakpakan ko talaga lahat hehe. Nakakatuwa kasi.
Peter's valedictory address. Nakakapawis. Banggitin ba naman yung Gamma Gamma! HAHA! Hayme. Namawis kami ni meia talaga! HAHA! What more... Amm. wala! HAHA! Anyway, I think the whole speech was nice. And parang hindi lang sa perspective ng isang "Academic Leader" sya nagsalita kundi maging sa point of view ng isang friend and all. Cheers pete!
Razel's Speech. Hmmm... Hndi ko napakinggan masyado pero I really thank her for everything. Tingin ko naman ginawa niya ang lahat for our batch. Aww Raze :D
Aww. Nakakatuwa talaga. :)
Tapos after nung recognition, I hugged everyone. HAHA! Tapos cnongratulate dn ako nila dean at ni sir jeff, maam almeda and all HAHA! The feeling that I had during that day was priceless. I am so happy and so sad I couldn't explain. Aww. Basta. It was the best day I had in my entire life. Nagpayoff talaga ang lahat ng paghhirap. Haay.
Well, Well, Well. Tomorrow! Graduation day!
Stat Recognition Rites '09
(pics to follow)
Ok! So this is the only time that I can tell what happened on that day Haha!
So excited nga ako. And I prayed na maging OK sya pati yung panahon syempre etc. HAHA. So nagising ako ng 11AM. Pagbaba ko from my room, wow, my dad is cooking. Marami syang niluluto including spaghetti and fried chicken HAHA! Kiddie Party. So I asked him where is mom, Sabi niya bumili ng shoes. So ok, peteks. We even watched a movie muna tapos my sister took a nap, my kuya went out and my little brother went out to play as well. Tapos ako, nagonline muna.
1PM. ASAN NA SI MAMA? Mama's not yet home. What am I gonna do? So ako naligo na, my sister, still asleep. And the others were all outside. Rawr. Graduation? Hello?
2PM. The time my uncle confirmed he would be coming with us. The time also my mom got home. Pissed na ako syempre. Nakakainis. So nagmadali nagmadali. UMULAAAAAAAAN! What the! So dahil umulan at yung lumang ALTIS ang car namin. At kasama si tito. So Tito told us na pumunta na lang kami sa office sa UST and then we will just use the URVAN. Ehh hayme, lagay ba naman na umuulan. Sa UST kami pupunta? Hello. So 230PM umalis na kami ng bahay.
3PM till thy kingdom come. We're still on our way to UST. waaah. Nakakainis. Siguro tnahak na namin lahat ng streets sa dapitan, wala! LAHAT BAHA! Lahat Traffic! Rawr! Tapos ang masaklap pa, Binaha yung kotse namin! WAAAAAAh! Lukot na barong ko! :(( Malas! But no... Must stay positive! Makakaattend ako.
330PM Sabi ni Papa, dumiretso na tayong UP. Sabi ko, so saan dadaan? Sabi nya sa Maceda. Sabi ko, Sige ngaaaaaaaa! HAHA! Pgdating ng maceda, OK, hanggang bewang ang baha so, sabi ni papa sakin, hehe. HAHAHA! Hayme! Late na kasi akoooooo!! So nagtext ako sa mga ushers kung start na. Ang sabi lang nila sakin, hindi pa pero malapit na. So bukod sa pressure ng baha sa may kotse at nakataas na ang mga paa ko, andyan pa ang pressure na almost 1 hour na kaming naglalakbay sa may kamaynilaan HAHA! 330PM kasi ang calltime. So nagkakasisihan na kami. Si mama sabi, dapat daw kasi kumikilos kami nang maaga. Si papa, dapat daw kasi dumeretso na kami ng UP. Hanggang sa may isang babaeng kumatok sa bintana at nagsabi ng mga salitang hndi namin naintindihan! HAYME! Baka sinusumpa na kami! Sabi ko, Wag niyong pakinggan! Let's all pray! HAHA! Tapos bnuksan ni papa yung bintana. Ang sabi pala nya, "dun po mukhang maluwag na dun na kayo dumaan" HAHA! Pinaghinalaan pa eh. So yun nakita rin namin si Tito at nagpunta na kami agad sa UP. Ang smooth naman ng byahe after UST. Nangirita lang talaga. AHAHA!
405PM Dumating ako. Nagregister. Dinala ang aking barangay. Pagdating ko talaga, MARCH na! HAHA! Hanep. Nalito pa ko sa arrangement kasi wala yung supposedly katabi ko. Err. Lukot yung maganda kong barong :( Hndi maayos buhok ko. Pero ok lang. Show must go on.
So late din yung speaker kaya nauna yung distribution of diplomas. Hindi ko pa rin actually alam hanggang ngayon bakit tumatawa sila nung nasa stage na ko. Tapos cnongratulate ako ni sir kikko pagbaba ko. Aww. Sabi niya "oh grumaduate ka rin!" Aww. Hahaha! Tapos aun normal na lang mga pangyayari.
Medyo di ako nakarelate sa speech nung speaker. Haba kasi. HAHA! Tapos awarding na nung Best Undergraduate Paper na hindi naman din namin sinalihan. So it's fine :D Here are the winners and I SINCERELY CONGRATULATE THEM for winning the awards. I mean they all deserve it hehe
2nd Place: Vladimir Malabanan and Junibel Ramos - Stat 147 Paper
Best Undergraduate Paper: Peter Julian Cayton and Mary Therese Lising - Stat 197 Paper
So awarding na ng mga honors and etc. Honestly naiinggit ako at syempre hndi nawala yung thought na I shouldve been there. I couldve done better. etc. Pero nung inisip ko lahat nang nangyari this year, it is not bad din pala na hndi ako naruon ehehe. At least I graduated on time. Or anything basta. Natutuwa ako for meia, jeyson and peter. And of course sa lahat din na nandun. Super pinapalakpakan ko talaga lahat hehe. Nakakatuwa kasi.
Peter's valedictory address. Nakakapawis. Banggitin ba naman yung Gamma Gamma! HAHA! Hayme. Namawis kami ni meia talaga! HAHA! What more... Amm. wala! HAHA! Anyway, I think the whole speech was nice. And parang hindi lang sa perspective ng isang "Academic Leader" sya nagsalita kundi maging sa point of view ng isang friend and all. Cheers pete!
Razel's Speech. Hmmm... Hndi ko napakinggan masyado pero I really thank her for everything. Tingin ko naman ginawa niya ang lahat for our batch. Aww Raze :D
Aww. Nakakatuwa talaga. :)
Tapos after nung recognition, I hugged everyone. HAHA! Tapos cnongratulate dn ako nila dean at ni sir jeff, maam almeda and all HAHA! The feeling that I had during that day was priceless. I am so happy and so sad I couldn't explain. Aww. Basta. It was the best day I had in my entire life. Nagpayoff talaga ang lahat ng paghhirap. Haay.
Well, Well, Well. Tomorrow! Graduation day!
2009-04-21
One Day Before...
Also, I saw the tarp that UP Statsoc made for the graduating students. Surprisingly, I'm there! Wow. HAHAHA. All this time I thought I wasn't going to be there. But oh well, I'm still a part of the org I used to love. <3
One day before the graduation. Hmmm... You know the old beliefs about one day before an event, people are actually prone to some kind of accidents or something that may cause delay for the event? So now, I'm wondering if that's really true. Well, I don't want to test that on me. HAHA! I'll just watch movies this night and sleep early so I will look my best tomorrow. At least the eyebags will shrink a bit. :D
2009-04-20
Awesomeness
So, how will I start this blog? Still, I am stunned by the recent happenings that, I don't know, but maybe proved to me once again that my God is really so great. He's not gonna let me down. He is so AWESOME.
Here's what happened, sobrang hindi talaga ako nagaaral this sem. Andami kong extra-curricular activities. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Not to mention those timely job examinations and interviews. Halo-halo. At bilang ako to na hindi gaya ni Peter na "ACADEMICALLY BITCH", Good luck!
So, dahil nga wasted sem ito, I got grades beyond the sea level. WAHHH!!! And more horrifying, I got two 4.00's which in the UP System means CONDITIONAL FAILURE. The subjects I conditionally Failed are Stat 149 (Intro to Categorical Data Analysis) and Stat 193 (Statistical Quality Control). I have to take a removal exam to change that single 4.00 into 3.00 which is PASSING. Otherwise, goodbye graduation. So, I have to take two removal exams in that case.
Hayme. I never had a 4.00 in my entire college life. Not even 3.00, or 2.75? My lowest grade before this event was 2.50 which I got from Stat 136, Stat 121 and Stat 117. But HOLY cow, whew. Nkakaiyak talagang isipin kasi, I am a graduating student, all of my subjects are credited, and my relatives are so ready for my graduation day.Sabi ko nga lagi, if I will not graduate this April 22 and 26, I only have two options:
(a). Magresign sa Yearbook at magpunta ng Tawi-Tawi or anywhere na walang nakakakilala sakin to start anew
(b). Magsuiide sa harap ng prof na nambagsak sa akin.
Haha, pero seryoso. I don't see life if I fail, being the GC person that I am kahit hindi nagrereflect sa grades ko haha!
Oh well. So nagumpisa ang lahat sa Stat 149 na nagremove ako ng Holy Wednesday. But what the talaga, 80% to pass the exam which is by the way, a 30-item essay type of exam. Grabe!!! Scary talaga. Kaya kami ng mga removalmates ko, we waited hours and days sa Stat. We even went to Stat on a Maundy Thursday, beat that! But of course, we knew the results Monday na rin. Grabe. Then, pagdating ko sa Stat that Monday morning, all my removal mates were jumping and screaming "GGRADUATE NA KAMEEEE" in the highest pitch possible for them HAHA!. But when I saw my blue book, WAAAAAAAAH! WALANG SCORE! So Sir Charlie browsed my bluebook and told me that I already have accumulated 17 points for the 24 items he has already checked at the moment. And he's still not sure about the remaining six points that's why he still hasn't checked them. But oh no, I need like 24 points to pass and kung may 17 points pa lamang ako, at 6 points na lang yung dalawa, WAAAAAAAH!!! GOD!!! HELP ME!!! Please! Touch this man's heart. Heal his troubles. Save him from possible dangers. Joke HAHA! Grabe. So me and the other ones who haven't seen their bluebooks waited till 4pm for Sir Cha to come back. So he came back. WAAAH! They all passed. And I only have 22 points (he had some corrections and gave me three points for the remaining items).For the love!!! He left me. Ok. Don't cry. I went to the Comfort Room to comfort myself. I told myself while looking at the mirror, "Hindi ako babagsak nang ganito. Not even you Stat 149. Not even you!" So, I went out of Stat and did some research to prove Sir Charlie that my answer is soooooo right. And ok, I waited again till 8pm. and he came back once again. And in just a minute or two, I passed. WHEW! Grabe!!! Hindi ko na alam talaga. Sobrang saya ko. Kahit na kinabukasan removals ko naman sa Stat 193, inenjoy ko muna ang gabi at nagaral na lang kinabukasan ng 6am-11am. Grabe!!! Rawr! God, YOU ARE AWESOME!
Stat 193. I studied for this subject siguro starting Good Friday. Grabe. I even missed my family's trip to Bohol for this one. Kaya ako lang mag-isa lagi sa bahay. Haha. At malungkot ang Holy week. :( Habang nag-aaral ako ng mga control charts, acceptance sampling plans, process capability analysis, military standards, reliability testing and some some more. Huhu. Sobrang lungkot ko. Pero I told myself, this will all payoff soon. Hehe. SO, I took the exam, and I was quite confident about my performance. I even checked my answers after the exam, and I am so confident to have at least 70-75% in that exam. Anyway, 60% to pass. So, nag-expect na rin naman ako. :) Kaya nung nakapasa ako, hndi ako kasinsaya nung sa 49 exam na grabe gusto kong gibain ang stat! HAHA!
Actually, all of it, it was from God. Lahat talaga ng pasasalamat ay sa Kanya. He never let me down. I prayed for like two weeks for these two subjects. And also, lahat tinetext ko na ipagpray ako.At heto ang naging pagkilos Niya. God is really so cool.
Thanks din sa mga friends ko na sobrang pinagdasal ako at lagi akong kinakausap pag malungkot ako :) Aja friends! Gagraduate na kami nila Pete, Jeys, Amelle, Chaida, Annalea and Mikki! AJA!!! :D You're next in line :D
Haay. GOD! You are so AWESOME.
Not This One
I have my own fantasy of a graduation. All the family members are so excited about it, your mom is so excited she always has to go somewhere to buy herself a dress to wear, you are being congratulated weeks and days before that very day, and all is set days before the rites. But, this is far from what I've been dreaming. It seems that my mom and dad do not care at all. aww. :( I feel so sick too.
2009-04-18
Random Break
-And so I woke up this morning only to find out that it's already 11:00am. What the! Hehe. Well, at least now I wake up with nothing to worry about, and by that I mean, papers, quizzes and classes. Well, knowing that you are already done with college gives a sigh of a relief. Sooooooo relieving. :)
-Last night, I was able to watch YOU CHANGED MY LIFE and I must say, it's really something. The sequel of the blockbuster hit A Very Special Love once again didn't fail to touch me and amaze me with the plot of the movie. :) Well, at least fo me, it was one heck of a movie. So nice. :D
-I asked my mom what is she planning for my graduation. I also added that I need a barong and a new pair of black shoes for the upcoming Recognition Rites. But oh no, she just replied "AH, KALA KO NEXT YEAR KA PA!?" WHat!?!?! HAHA!!!
-I am planning to change my Ipod Touch into an Iphone. Anyone interested? 9000 only. Only one month used. :)
That Film :(
This probably would be the most moving movie for me by far. :( I don't know but as I was watching the movie, all I felt was sadness. The movie is entitled Simon Birch which is about the life of a 12-year-old small boy living in a town where he couldn't be understood. Aww.
Better watch it guys. :D
Welcome to the World of BLOGGING
Well, I am so not used into blogging. I mean not really. HAHA!!!
So, to give you a brief preview about this blog, this blog will contain all of my thoughts, whether it would make sense or not. But most of the time it will not make sense at all. Haha!
I was taught that in order to produce a good piece always remember that "a good writer writes to EXPRESS not to IMPRESS..." Well, I always love to express what I feel. I mean ALWAYS. But, I'm not sure why is it that everytime I write a blog, it's a bomb. HAHA! It makes me so controversial. Well, I don't have any secret, I JUST WRITE :)
So, that's quite a preview. I hope you would enjoy everything I will put here.
Aja!
Aaron Lee
